LOST!

I hate when I ....er.... lose things! Or misplace them or what ever you want to call it. Even worse is when I KNOW these items are in my house.

Currently it is my charger for my camera. I miss taking pictures. I hope I find it very soon.

Saturdays

I love saturdays! I love knowing on friday night that I don't have anywhere I have to be the next morning. No doctors appointments, or school meeting- only fun things I want to do.

I love that I get to spend some time with Dustin, he's been so busy with school!

The sun is shining, the kids are all outside playing, I think I will dive into a project. Maybe take a nap. Yeah, nap sounds good!

Tween Years

Logan: "Mom I changed my mind about not going to the dance"
Me: Okay
Logan: "Do you want to know why?"
Me: "Sure"
Logan: "A girl asked me to go"
Me: " That's cool"


(feeling oddly proud for my son)


Then tonight he tells his Dad....
"Her names Alex"
"She's got blue hair"

ahhhhh...... the joys of being a parent.

Still

Still sick.

Still feeling crafty.

Still working like crazy on my current "christmas gift" project.

Still need to do a bit of shopping and gather a few more supplies.

Still have Dr's appointments to see what to do about Gavin.

Still need to get myself in to see my regular practioner.

Still have tons of house work to do. (Still don't care)

Still think that dinner needs to be made by anyone BUT me tonight.

Still going to go lay down and attempt a nap.

Big Girl Panties

I put mine on and despite my better judgement I went to the dentist. I was well medicated so my nerves weren't as bad as I'd thought they'd be.

The dentist seemed amazed I was really there. He did a quick exam and decided to my delight I was still too infected to work on. He said as soon as I felt great I could call and he'd make time to see me whenever it worked for ME!

Little does he know I rarely feel "great" but I hope soon I will feel well enough to at least get my dental work finished.

So yay for me! Being brave paid off.

Don't wanna go!

I don't wanna go don't wanna go don't wanna go!!

I'm having major anxiety! I couldn't sleep at all last night. I really feel like the biggest sissy for feeling like this in the first place. This is awful- I'd rather give birth without drugs..... anyone who's expecting that would like to make that trade?

Oh man..... really? Why does it really have to be this bad?

My logical part of my brain is trying to convince myself that I'll get there and it won't be nearly as bad as I'm thinking it'll be and I'll feel silly for all this worry.

The other part is telling me to run, run like crazy and never go back.

I'll let you know which side wins.

Expecting...

A package in the mail! It's so fun even as an adult to know something is coming just for you in the mail. I love it.

I was up way too early but promised I'd make hubby a lunch today. I also got the kitchen cleaned before it was time to wake the kiddos for school. Yay me!

Today was the first day I woke up without tears from pain. I took some motrin and a half of vicodin. Feelin pretty good. I'll pretend for a while that I don't have to go back to the dentist for round two tomorrow.

Also on my list of things to do today:
Sewing
cleaning
laundry
baking
(domestic I know!)