Don't wanna go!

I don't wanna go don't wanna go don't wanna go!!

I'm having major anxiety! I couldn't sleep at all last night. I really feel like the biggest sissy for feeling like this in the first place. This is awful- I'd rather give birth without drugs..... anyone who's expecting that would like to make that trade?

Oh man..... really? Why does it really have to be this bad?

My logical part of my brain is trying to convince myself that I'll get there and it won't be nearly as bad as I'm thinking it'll be and I'll feel silly for all this worry.

The other part is telling me to run, run like crazy and never go back.

I'll let you know which side wins.