2 weeks

Two weeks from tonight, I will be snuggling safely in Dustin's arms! You'd think that would make for some great emotions... but it makes me sad! I know in my head two weeks will go by so fast, but right now it still seems so far away. It amazing to me how greatly my emotions can sway right now. Some days I can't focus on anything but the fact that I am alone, and missing him (today). Then, there are days where it doesn't bother me AT ALL that he's gone. Oh well.... guess I just need to learn to enjoy the good ones to their fullest, and remember during the hard ones that they won't last forever. Easier said than done though right?

A GOOD DAY!

Yes... I know! I had said I would be beter about blogging the happier times, and not just using this as an outlet to whine to whomever will listen! Well today is that day! I actually woke up in a bad mood... maybe I just expected it to continue, but non the less was completely shocked at how well it's been. Whatever I did today, I'm hoping I can repeat tomorrow (and the next day, and next day....) I was so productive, and practically moved my entire house out, cleaned it all, and moved everything back in. Ahhh... it was like starting with a fresh slate. Whats more important though... I enjoyed it! Yes strange I know. I even made a big pot of homemade soup, and brownies from scratch, and watched a friends daughter. I have high hopes for tomorrow too! I have a few errands I'd like to run and am planning on starting my new couch pillows finally! Yay for me :) This has to be the best day I've had since Hubs left! It only took me 48 days! hahaha I'm getting the hang of this!